It’s July 2011 and I’m happily minding my own business, wondering
what book to read next, when I come across this:
Up
until this point I’d had no real interest in Captain Robert Scott, even
though he’s a hometown boy, but the book looked fairly
interesting and would help plug up the gaps in my knowledge just in case
I ever
happen to appear on Pointless. I had no idea what was about to happen to
me.
At the tender age of 24, Apsley Cherry-Garard became a member
of Scott’s ill-fated Terra Nova expedition (though not of the last dash to the
pole). The Worst Journey in the World (WJITW) is his comprehensive and compelling
account of the trip, painstakingly compiled not only from his diaries and
remembrances but also through those of the other men, from letters home and the
many, meticulous scientific records of the journey. He certainly wasn’t lying
with that title, but what it doesn’t tell you is that it’s the most incredible
journey too, and one of the most incredible books I’ve ever read.
Garrard does a truly fantastic job of
immersing you in his material, not only giving you all of the detail
surrounding the expedition down to temperatures, wind directions, logistics,
etc but also painting a vivid picture of their lives there. Alongside the
hardships there are moments of wonder and joy; in the beauty of their
surroundings, of their discoveries and studies and in the way Garrard writes of
the personalities of the animals and men (I adored the indomitable Bowers). Sitting alongside is unhistrionic
documentation of the most unimaginably inhospitable environments and acts of
incredible endurance, bravery and generosity that I don't think I'll be ever
able to forget (Crean's solitary journey of 35 miles, on foot and with no
equipment, to raise help for a dying man, completely awes me). Waking afloat on
a patch of floating sea ice, teeth splitting due to the cold, frostbite, hourly
drops into crevasses and the terrible blindness of blizzards are just some of
the other horrors within. I can't even begin to imagine what a temperature of
-75 feels like, but if I ever whinge at a festival that my clothes are damp
again, you have my permission to slap me. Throughout Garrard fully presses home
the ideal that these men strove to uphold even in the face of certain death -
to shine a little light on the darkest, most inhospitable corners of the world
and bring forth a little more knowledge, laying a foundation for those who came
after to build upon.
I finished the book and wrote a glowing review on Goodreads–
and that’s where things would usually end. But not this time.
Soon I was ordering huge coffee table books full of
Antarctic photography. Next I was hunting down The Great White Silence – the documentary
footage compiled during the expedition by Herbert Ponting. Then it was Captain
Scott’s Journals (this time, knowing what the outcome would
be made for incredibly heartbreaking reading, particularly when the party was
at its most optimistic. It was so easy to get swept along and almost start
hoping for a different outcome, only to have my hopes dashed as time went on.
This was particularly so whenever it came to Bowers. I’d developed a rather
serious case of hero worship of the man during WJITW, and so I roller-coastered
back and forth between feeling immensely pleased that Scott found him so
impressive, to the point of adding him at the last minute to the party making
the last dash and being horror-struck at knowing that his awesomeness would
mean his untimely demise). I found myself scouring the internet for the expedition’s
photographs in the hope of catching a glimpse of Bowers’ extraordinary nose (that's him on the far right).
I got a tattoo:
I
went to a museum exhibit with a friend (who I’d since made read WJITW)
and cried when I saw their sleds. We went to visit Captain Scott’s
memorial on the anniversary of his death and cried again. I’m still busy
trying to make
everybody else I know read the books too, or at the very least listen to
me
while I bang on about them.
So I was thrilled when readers of our local newspaper voted Tom Daley the Greatest Plymothian, and even more so when a
columnist noted that Scott hadn’t been a likely contender due to ‘the taint of
failure that surrounds him’. So a boy that is, admittedly, quite good at keeping his toes
pointed while smashing into water in tiny pants, beats Scott? Seriously?
Sure, Scott failed to reach the Pole first and yes, a lot of
mistakes were made on the expedition. That tends to happen when you’re one of
the first people to try something. We
all know now became of Scott's last expedition and it's very easy to
look at it with the benefit of hindsight and point out mistakes. I spent
quite a lot of time cursing the horrific distances between depots and
there were plenty of shortcomings and miscalculations as well as plain
rotten luck experienced by the party. But having read these books, and
feeling like I've come through the journey with them, I find it hard to
condemn any of their actions and am instead struck with a feeling of awe
at what was accomplished and endured, and what a debt we owe to all of
the people who have gone out and discovered all of the wonderful things
we know about the world.
I can’t imagine the courage it must take to
try something so audacious and I certainly can’t imagine the courage with which Scott and
his men faced certain death. Scott took the time as he lay dying, when
lesser men would have been in the foetal position, weeping uncontrollable tears
of self-pity, to write to the relatives of his comrades offering comfort and
endeavouring to see that their families would be taken care of. Those letters
were some of the most beautiful I have ever had the privilege of reading,
and speak volumes of his character.
In his
'Message to the Public', discovered with his body, Scott wrote:
"Had
we lived I should have had a tale to tell of the hardihood, endurance and
courage of my companions which would have stirred the heart of every
Englishman. These rough notes and our dead bodies must tell the tale..."
Even if it's just in one tiny corner of his hometown, this Englishwoman's heart
was well and truly stirred and my soul captured by their tale, and though
they're now long gone Scott and his comrades will never be forgotten for as
long as I live.
You can keep Tom Daley. This is the Greatest Janner:
